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you dont know me, so why should you? good question. i dont know how many times i'll write myself a new about me, but everytime i do i never feel fully satisfied. i'll never be able to fully explain myself because i'll never fully understand myself. i dont entirely know what i want in life. and thats pretty obvious if you've ever talked to me. my life is a path of precipitous slopes and constant emotional extremes. i'm a zealous, pensive person with a big heart. my life is the same everyday. nothing much happens. if my life were a word it would be a palindrome. you could persue my life for years and never fully understand nor fathom what my life is truly like. i'm dominique, and there is way too much about me i could never explain to you, but then again its hard for me to even do so. i'm really trying to get it together; so much has happened. i'm making new friends, losing old ones, relationships are coming and going, and i really dont understand any of it. i'm an average sixteen year old girl from my perspective. i have an opinion and a half. i dont consider myself the friendliest person alive because im not. dont take me wrong, i'm not a cold hearted asshole either. i dont like to come off as a know it all because i know i'm not. i like to think that i have a pretty good understanding of life however i am still young. i'm my own indivdual. i'm very confident, sometimes it can be perceived as arrogance. i make decisions that i may regret but i'm only human. you dont know me, but i know me. i'm not worrying about finding myself. i'm too busy creating myself. i’m most complicated in my simplest form. i shed tears, i breathe air, i have emotions. i feel that what lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us. i write like i speak. i speak what i think. my eyes act like shutters. i question almost everything and i pay attention. i wish people would understand that if you looked inside someone, you would see how much they really cry. you would find so many secrets and lots of lies. but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong. i'm full of imperfections, bad decisions, the wrong words, unrealistic ideas, and lots of hope. i’m indecisive and i’m bad at accepting compliments. i look down on myself probably more than i should. i would rather live my life to the fullest then constantly conduct myself in a certain way to gain approval from others. i'm not at all vain, conceited, or snobby, but i admit i can be really shallow. i have regrets, but no apologies. i’m brutally honest and i talk with tremendous presence. i’m just as guilty of making assumptions about people as you are. i'm hoping that someday, someone will walk into my life and make me realize why it never worked out with anyone else. i'm someone you wouldn't care to notice, even if i was two feet away from you. i'm just there. but i’m really not just a face. information flows through my body like blood. when the world says give up, hope always tells me to try it one more time. i reciprocate the same amount of respect that people give to me, so try to treat me with some decency. i might let you down, i might lift you up. i really dont know. the energy that you exert to me and other people tells me a lot. i don’t make promises unless i intend on keeping them. i often put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who actually cares enough to break them down. i dance, and i can tell you its what keeps my feet on the ground, my head out of the clouds, and my heart in my chest. this is it.

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